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adiva_calandia) wrote2007-03-26 02:29 pm
adiva_calandia) wrote2007-03-26 02:29 pm
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Helloooooo, Official Fat Envelope from CMU.
(No, seriously, that's what it says on the envelope. "This is the official fat envelope.")
Helloooooo, crisis of "Is this really what I want to do?"
This is not unexpected, mind -- I had something of an anxiety attack a few weeks back about whether I really want to be in a conservatory, studying something as esoteric as dramaturgy, do I even want to do dramaturgy, oh god what will I do with my life, et cetera et cetera et cetera -- but it is more immediate than it was then.
There's no question that I'm going to accept, of course, and very little question that I'll attend. Their preliminary estimate for aid, based on our financial status alone, was astouding, and we haven't even started talking merit scholarships yet.
Nevertheless, I'm e-mailing Doc to ask about what kind of options there are for transferring between departments, stuff like that. Because if midway through sophomore year I discover that lighting design fulfills me in a way analysis never can (not an impossible situation by any means -- I can't describe how much I liked lighting this summer), I'd like to be able to go pursue that.
Anyway.
(No, seriously, that's what it says on the envelope. "This is the official fat envelope.")
Helloooooo, crisis of "Is this really what I want to do?"
This is not unexpected, mind -- I had something of an anxiety attack a few weeks back about whether I really want to be in a conservatory, studying something as esoteric as dramaturgy, do I even want to do dramaturgy, oh god what will I do with my life, et cetera et cetera et cetera -- but it is more immediate than it was then.
There's no question that I'm going to accept, of course, and very little question that I'll attend. Their preliminary estimate for aid, based on our financial status alone, was astouding, and we haven't even started talking merit scholarships yet.
Nevertheless, I'm e-mailing Doc to ask about what kind of options there are for transferring between departments, stuff like that. Because if midway through sophomore year I discover that lighting design fulfills me in a way analysis never can (not an impossible situation by any means -- I can't describe how much I liked lighting this summer), I'd like to be able to go pursue that.
Anyway.