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Saw Cyrano again tonight. God. Cyrano de Bergerac will always, always make me want to cry; this particular adaptation is brilliant.

Then I went on a glacier cruise with a bunch of wonderful people and marveled more and more at how goddamn beautiful this state is. It was even sunny for the first half of the ride.

I am very tired and a little melancholy because a friend is leaving the state soon -- more melancholy on behalf of his best friend, who leaves town tonight and is saying goodbye to him now, than anything, but melancholy nonetheless. I have an audition tomorrow at 2 PM (that's 6 EST -- think me good thoughts!) that's more for exposure and experience than anything.

So I think I should go to bed.

Happy solstice from the land of the midnight sun, y'all.

(I'm really glad I have an Alaska icon now. *tiny hearts*)

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I hate the hour before an audition. So much.

FUCK I have to go print out my resume and headshot. NGAH.

On the plus side, it's freaking gorgeous here in Valdez.

ETA: And then the three minutes of the actual audition--

--And then I hate the hour after the audition where I agonize over everything I could have done better and how OH GOD I HAVE HUGE BAGS UNDER MY EYES I'M NOT PRETTY and shit someone will have noticed I dropped that line in the Shakespeare and I should've committed more and made STRONG CHOICES oh god.

But it's over with! And I told them flat out that it was an audition for experience and exposure, since I'm going out of town, so if it wasn't my best work, it's not such a biggie.

*uses Zen Alaskan icon to calm self*